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Jeannie Lampanelli ([info]neverduplicated) wrote,
@ 2008-09-29 01:44:00

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[OOC: The only people she allows to read her journal are her Doctor and her current 'master'. Anyone else probably wouldn't be able to read it, unless they saw it lying around somewhere...which is possible, because sometimes she forgets where she put it down.]

Wowza!

It's been a really long time since I've been able to write in this thing. Well, I haven't been here for a while, so that would probably explain why I haven't been able to write in my journal, right? Aha. Huzzah for logic, right?

Anyway. Uh...they sent me away for a while. I dunno why, but they thought that maybe a change of scenery would be better for me. They had a really good physical therapy place there, and because I've been feeling under the weather more often than I usually do, they wanted to check it out. It always feels really weird to me, having people always touch me and stuff. It hurts sometimes, but apparently it's supposed to or something. It's healing pain, apparently. But that just doesn't make much sense to me, because you're supposed to heal the pain not heal with pain, because that's just sorta counter productive isn't it? "You're in pain? HAVE MORE PAIN!" "AWESOME!"

Only, you know, totally not. But, whatever. It did make me feel a liiiittle bit more at ease, but I didn't like it there so maybe that's why it didn't help all the way. So, they sent me back here! I told them I wanted to stick with my old doc, because I really don't want it to change again. I swear, I feel like the plagued patient that nobody wants! Boo.

Maybe they can't handle my awesomeness. That's gotta be it!

But yea. Now that I'm back, I really want to see everyone again. I've missed all of my friends so much! Hopefully they're still my friends... I don't want them to be mad at me or something. Expecially Johnny...

I guess we'll find out soon, right?


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[info]angryjohnny
2008-09-29 10:28 am UTC (link)
I'm not mad. I was worried.

And I missed you.

It's been lonely here.

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[info]neverduplicated
2008-09-29 01:47 pm UTC (link)
Oh...

I'm sorry, I would have written a letter or something but I never had time! They were always sending me from one place to another, and then when I got back to my room I was too tired to do anything. :(

I missed you too!

It was lonely over there, too. I didn't know anyone.

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[info]angryjohnny
2008-09-29 04:44 pm UTC (link)
The Echo says I'm getting worse, Jeannie.

I took medication but it didn't help just like I said it wouldn't and I stopped.

They said I've gotten worse. I believe them.

Even though I don't really know...

How someone like me gets worse.

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[info]neverduplicated
2008-09-29 04:55 pm UTC (link)
Maybe...maybe it's not worse! Maybe things are just different or something.

And, maybe medication isn't what you need? Or, maybe it didn't work because you didn't think it would? I dunno, sometimes people tell me that. They say that things don't work like they're supposed to if you don't think they will, or if you don't want them to work. Not that I'm saying you didn't want them to work, I'm just rambling.

Can I see you? I'm sure there's a lot you want to tell me, right? I know there's a couple of things I wanna talk to you about, but I wanna hear your side first. Okay?

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[info]angryjohnny
2008-09-29 05:09 pm UTC (link)
You are so unbelievably optimistic. You're more optimistic than the Echo. I missed that.

The doctors said they might not work if I doubted them but that sounds like a load of crap to me.

Yeah, but don't come today. It's a bad day, I don't want to scare you.

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[info]neverduplicated
2008-09-29 05:17 pm UTC (link)
I'm going to assume that's a good thing, since you've missed it and all. People don't tend to miss bad things, right? ;)

Maaaaaybe it is, but maaaaaybe it isn't. Sometimes things work better if you believe in them. It's like, mind over matter or somethin' like that.

Are you sure?

I mean...you've never scared me before, but I don't wanna go if you really don't want me to.

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[info]angryjohnny
2008-09-29 05:26 pm UTC (link)
I'm sure.

I don't even think I can talk about mind over matter....

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[info]neverduplicated
2008-09-29 05:37 pm UTC (link)
Alright then. Some other time. But soon!

Well, mister, that's why the docs are here! It's sorta their job.

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