[OOC: The only people she allows to read her journal are her Doctor and her current 'master'. Anyone else probably wouldn't be able to read it, unless they saw it lying around somewhere...which is possible, because sometimes she forgets where she put it down. Martin and other close friends are able to read this entry.]
It hurts when I breathe.
It hurts when I move, and it just hurts!
My head hurts...my legs hurt, my arms hurt, my chest hurts, my hands hurt...
I can't even write correctly, it's too much effort, and I can't do anything, it hurts...
I wish it would go away...I wish it would go away...I wish it would go away!
If only it worked on myself...if only I could be my own master and make the pain stop.